Chapter 5, Page 5...
Tuesday morning, I did NOT sleep very well at all, I got to sleep, but it was a very unrestful sleep. Kept waking up and then going back to sleep and then walking up, etc, etc, etc.
About 630, I just said, Fuck it, got up, showered and went to work. Got there early. I was still bothered by the anxiety, and that made the day quite...stressful. It was constantly on my mind. Even though I got work accomplished, the anxiety and the stressing about it were always right there.
After work, I had a cut n color. And I still had the anxiety, and now I had a headache on top of it. After the cut n color, as I was driving home, I dont remember exactly what it was that I thought of, but I thought of something like, "But despite all that, I'm going to be okay anyway". And somehow, just like that, the anxiety was gone.
It's crazy, I know. But the rest of the night was great, it was almost as if a huge weight was just suddenly gone. And the rest of that night, I ate some supper and watched some more the Daredevil tv show. Amazing stuff. I was so wrapped up in it, I forgot Agents of SHIELD was on. And I missed it. SIGH.
After a few episodes of it, I went to bed, read a bit, and as I was still VERY tired, just went to sleep. Before 900.
POLT
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